The same birthday

It's been a while where your birthday it's the same. You always was looking on the social networks how people congrats to the birthday person, others leave a simple message and others put a photo with a message. But you always are the same birthday girl, right? Nothing different from the others years in the same day.

Well, all about social networks it is since around 2010 until today. Before from 2010, although there were social networks, they were not very popular. However, the birthday, in general terms, always was the same: congratulations, kisses, good wishes, etc.

But for you, your birthday it is not different this year from the others. It is always the same: bored. Well, you always say that you birthday it is a day like the others, with the same routine, the same schedule, the same everything. It is like  your birthday 

You always think that the birthday day could be different each year, but no. In your case, never was, and never will be different. May be it is your destiny, or... well, you don't know exactly what it is. Sometimes you don't want think much about that; in your opinion, that is very exhausting and lose a lot of energy that you can use in other activities. 

You sigh with homesickness. You know well how it is your family, and so you accept what destiny has for you, after all, you never had decided chose that family in which you are a member. They don´t understand you, that's a reality you can't deny. They make you feel worthless and like you are a big zero. You don´t want think more about that, or about your family. Your birthday never was something special or a big deal. Nothing interesting, actually. 

For you, the meaning of "birthday" it is: same day like other, nothing special and working with your own projects or ideas that you have in your mind and you need that to be outside no matter what. You receive the congratulation from your "family", friends but it is more for tradition than other stuffs. 

In the end of the day, you had a good day after all. And that it is what matter.