The nightmare

 

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Another night.

Another nightmare.

You want only sleep. Sleep well, the normal 8 hours, recovery full energy to the next day, and work. But your mind hasn't the same thoughts. Actually, your mind is working in the opposite direction from yours. And you feel so tired of this. Every night is the same: nightmare that next day don't remember.

You only vaguely remember a lot of lines with some forms. Abstract forms with these lines. 

You wake up tired and with an energy low, like never rest well. Well, you don't sleep as much as you're supposed to. You have insomnia more days a week that you want; actually, you don't want have insomnia but your mind, again, not thought in the same way like you. It is like your mind prefer take itself its path and leave you there and you will see if continue the same path with your it or your own path, different one.

All that remember it's that: a lot of lines connecting among themselves, and some has forms and others not. It's like your dark side, that one sleep in your neck (mind, it is the exactly word) and only wait for the perfect moment to get out. 

You wish not feel int hat way. Not remember the nightmare, or its forms, if that exist in the real life. The monsters that was called in the past, when you were a kid and your parents always told you that if you have had a good behavor, the monsters, especially Coco, never came to scare you. But your adult's Coco is other kind of afraids.

Lonely

Be humilliated

Be ignore for the most important people of your heart.

Don't belive in your words, however, when your actions always are talking in a good way.

Stay confuse in an ocean's thougths. The bad thought that tell you: "finish with yourself. Finish everything."

The nightmare is always present in your life. You have to live with that, although you don't want. The nightmare is part of you, it is your other side even if you hide it. You never know when the nightmare come to visit you in the night, in your dreams.

It is time to hug the nightmare if you want to live in peace.